eyesofdragons

Fri, 24 Mar 2006 04:51:24 GMT

Your Excellent LJ Evil Minions
LiveJournal Username
favorite drink
weapon of choice
do you like the taste of envelope glue?

the evil ninja mastermind hellbent on world domination	eyesofdragons
the bewitching and sexually ambiguous one that no one knows anything about	sun_star_n_moon
the scarysmart one, eerily calm even in the midst of chaos	listless_lover
the tiny, seemingly-delicate one with a deadly temper and awesome strength	nocturne_raven
the pale, quiet one who turns out to be really, really scary	alexandramalfoy
the sexy, smirking anti-villain who joins your side at the last moment	eyesofdragons
the snarky punk mercenary who's only there for the money and coz they love a good fight	nocturne_raven
the distant arrogant aristocrat who wants to bring down the society they were born into	punkoustic


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Thu, 16 Mar 2006 05:25:32 GMT

I had to come to some very hard conclusions about things today... makes me sad but it takes a lot of stress away... kinda... changes the stress mostly. Not doing well, been better. oh well.

on the upside... got some collage information... might be able to visit in the summer. woo hoo... I dunno I was so excited about it earlier... but now it doesnt seem to matter

superbowl...

Mon, 06 Feb 2006 04:28:38 GMT

I am convinced the Steelers paid the zebras. I have NRVER seen referees so one sided before! Never! but I like the game it was good... didnt land on any of my numbers ( my numbers SUCKED tho ) so I didnt win anything but it was fun all the same. oh and my absolute favorite commercial was the streaking sheep budwieser one after 1st quarter. That one was hilarious...

favorite quote of today

" Do you want to know the best part of the superbowl" -Don
" the commercials" - Chris
" no when its over, because that means baseball season is just around the corner" -Don

oh good ol' Don... guess what that means... GO GIANTS!!! I do have a favorite baseball team... unlike my football team which is see who makes it into the superbowl and root for the underdogs, or the ones with the better attitude.

Three day weekend, and nothing to do!

Fri, 20 Jan 2006 20:14:08 GMT

First off the band concert went better than I expected. and the Jazz band rocked!

Now I'm bored and semi-sick. My grandpa didnt make the concert like I had hoped... made me a bit sad. but he said he was sorry. and I'm just well bored.

Finals are over.

Fri, 20 Jan 2006 00:03:23 GMT

::sigh:: finals are over! aaahhh I feel good, got into some good discussions today it was all around fun. ummm english was easy and we got another seating chart in history... I SIT NEXT TO PREPPIES NOW ::whimpers:: but Art was fun. and now I'm at roxannes aunt's before the concert and we are having fun. also I drew another picture. yay. so yeah, I'll update later too. for news on the concert and my solos... all 2 notes!

-meghan

PS NERD HAPPY!!! I got to use pastels today!

w00t.

Sat, 14 Jan 2006 04:53:27 GMT

So today is friday the 13th, my favorite day ever! Ok my birthday and Christmas beat it, but after that... I love friday the 13th. I had a long day at school today but I think I have the coolest idea yet for my picture final... so yeah school was fun, me and David are still friends so that's cool. Also I went and worked out so I feel energized and happy. I don't believe that endorphens MAKE you happy I believe they just make you remember happy things. My spots are pissing me off, but I have had a really day.

If I never have to see sopts again... My world will be saved!!

Fri, 13 Jan 2006 05:06:33 GMT

I HATE SPOTS!!! Sorry let me explaine, spots appearing on my legs is a very bad thing, for it means my blood disorder has come back and my capilaries are "leaking". This is bad because along with leaking capilaries I get a WHOLE slew of side affects, including muscle cramps... cramps that resemble period cramps but like 10 times worse... with no midol to treat, random keel over stomach aches, joint pains, dizzy/passing out spells. and thoes are only some of the side affects. that I get to deal with on a daily basis. just in freaking time for finals... Oh and not to mention, If any of this blood doesnt stay on the surface and decides to travel inwards toward my organs... I could die. so yeah.. other than that i'm in a really good mood.

Tue, 10 Jan 2006 04:25:07 GMT

So today was well not bad but not the greatest. I learned that Jason inspires very bad poetry, but thats ok, I love him anyways. Also... BAAAADDD DREAMS that are rather GOOOOOODDD are side affects from loving him... grr I want to actually be able to sleep sometime, you know, without waking up ready to screw someone. ::glare:: AND I WANTED TO BE HANDCUFFED... NO FAIR! ::clears throat:: ahem anyways yeah...

other news... I love him...ok I know that isnt new... lesse. I drew another picture, with the coolest lion king quote on it... no not hakuna mattata, its when simba is sad after talking about stars with timon and pumba. "You said you'd always be there for me, But you're not!"

A good and a bad day.

Sun, 08 Jan 2006 05:52:33 GMT

So parents are gone today... that means phone for me, so I spent about 2 hrs on the phone talking to the man I love about anything we could think of really... I could listen to him talk about nothing and still feel like I am more wanted than the world itself. I don't know if I'm fooling myself by loving him this strongly but I do. I've been told by too many adults that Love at 16 really means nothing because most of it is influenced by hormones, But I think I have to disagree with them... I honestly think a lot of our lusting comes from hormones but the love we feel is as true as any adults'. I'd like opinions please. Aside from talking on the phone I took a bubblebath and now I'm soooo soft and pretty much spent the day thinking... but it looked like I was being lazy. Oh well.

Too much thinking can hurt... but it is emotionally, not like the strain on your brain, like in movies.

Ok bored and very sick...

Fri, 06 Jan 2006 19:43:28 GMT

I see many a people doing this and it looked like fun... especially to se how open I got in my LiveJournal over the year... well here goes nothing.

January- Last week started out ok until we decided to leave the bay area, because we had a like 3 hr car drive only to get stuck in the snow until mon. Grr.

Feburary- (*thinks* hmmm doesnt seem I posted much in this month)

March- WHAT is up with girls and their grudges really and all the name calling...

April-I seem to not have updated in a while... man I have been distracted.

May- Heyo... yesterday i decided to swim back from the banks of Denial and now i'm almost on the shore of the notorious reality land...

June-ok so I didnt update about my band trip... so sue me.

July- AAAHHHHH HOW COULD SHE DO THAT!!!!!

August- (Woa.. no entry)

September- I know I havent updated in a while so here.

October- (ok this isnt the FIRST like... its only part... I seemed to have a problem with periods, this is my favorite part of that sentance) BUT GOD IT'S SO HARD TO STOP LOVING SOMEONE WHO ACTUALLY LOVED YOU BACK. I MEAN REALLY REALLY LOVED YOU. ::sigh::
November- was totally rooting for a Criellie but NO they think a Jimmy/Ellie would be better.

December- My goodness today was wierd...

So there we have it... my crazy live journal... yup yup, crazy.

Once again Jason... I feel this way.

Fri, 06 Jan 2006 05:44:11 GMT

Humankind cannot gain anything without first giving something in return. To obtain, something of equal value must be lost. That is alchemy's first law of Equivalent Exchange. In those days, we really believed that to be the world's one, and only, truth.
— Alphonse Elric, Fullmetal Alchemist

quizzies

Fri, 06 Jan 2006 05:40:54 GMT

You scored as Journalism. You are an aspiring journalist, and you should major in journalism! Like me, you are passionate about writing and expressing yourself, and you want the world to understand your beliefs through writing.

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Sociology

100%

Journalism

100%

Art

92%

Theater

92%

Linguistics

75%

English

67%

Anthropology

58%

Dance

58%

Philosophy

50%

Chemistry

50%

Psychology

50%

Mathematics

42%

Engineering

33%

Biology

33%

What is your Perfect Major? (PLEASE RATE ME!!<3)
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I feel bad

Thu, 08 Dec 2005 04:50:04 GMT

My goodness today was wierd... Murphy embarresed me again, i hurt David not on purpose! i really didnt mean to. and now my Bf is sad and its hard for her right now.just things are not to well this dec.

Love you all Lots

Ah... the first day off.

Mon, 21 Nov 2005 18:12:43 GMT

I'm having fun with the house to myself... Daddys gone mom's shopping and my siblings are at school. and Later I get to go over to Davids... yay.

Alchemy

Sat, 05 Nov 2005 05:22:13 GMT

...NOOOOOO!!!!!

Sat, 05 Nov 2005 04:41:31 GMT

I was totally rooting for a Criellie but NO they think a Jimmy/Ellie would be better. Ok so I like jimmy... A lot, but still.... WHY WHY DID THEY HAVE TO RUIN IT WITH THAT... ER... MANNY!!!!!

I'm doing good... Tired. Totally sleeping all day tomorrow!

Tue, 25 Oct 2005 03:48:10 GMT

So yeah... its been 2 and 1/2 days since i last said I love You to him.... and it seems to be getting easier, It really has. I made a pact with myself that I should be able to do this by thanksgiving break so that I'll be able to visit him... WiThOuT any heart break. So I thought of this... anytime this gets me down in the dump I will take my sharpie and write on my arm I Loved you... so that I remember my goal... and I dont end up doing something stupid, and because I truly want to just love him as a friend... One day I'll actually be able to say this truthfully.

so theres my resolve.

Lyrics:

Ko'ona ni chiisa na watashi dakedo/ anata wo dare youri si iipa aishita.

I'm so insignificant but I loved you with all my soul more than anyone.

Mon, 24 Oct 2005 04:41:38 GMT

Ah it's been a day and a half to which I consciously made an effort to not say "I Love You" to him. What is sad is... that every night I hope to dream about him... I hope that maybe he'll see a chance that he over looked or realize that it isnt that farfetched... and every morning I wake up knowing my dreams will be nothing more than dreams and that I truly don't have a phantom of a chance. That topped with always being compaired one way or another... even if my parents dont mean to...with my sister has really been stressing me out. But today at church was so cool... and youth group was even better. We totally had like a huge pillow fight!!! It was so fun.

Well I seem to be in a pretty good mood... for once!

She is running, 100 Miles an hour in the wrong direction.

Sun, 23 Oct 2005 04:16:50 GMT

Actually for once since Auguest I am going in the right direction. ok well I can't give details but I finally got something knocked into my head that I should have realized a while ago. It hurts like hell but it's better than the alternitive. I'm actually taking it pretty well... now. ::sigh:: Time heals all wounds.I'm going to be ok... I will.

Rip my heart out and leave me here to bleed.

Tue, 18 Oct 2005 03:49:55 GMT

OMG I am such a bad friend! I feel horrible, David was soooo depressed. But I didn't want to hurt him more by lying to him... Yes he is an AWESOME friend but I can't date him... and I told him that, and God I feel horrible for that! But I know from experience that lying does NOT make people feel better! It hurts like an even bigger Bitch when you find out. Why is life so confusing... I hate it sometimes! ahhhh oh well, ::sigh:: well we can be friends..

Sat, 15 Oct 2005 20:41:23 GMT

Loneliness is in your heart. You don't like
people, and that's just the way you like it,
although sometimes you feel like you want to be
accepted into society. You like to just sit
alone and ponder your thoughts, maybe writing
or drawing or something creative. It's you
creative outlet, instead of socialising. You're
probably quite an emotional person, and you've
loved and lost. Not pleasant.
Your Element: Ice
Your stone: Blue Diamond
Your Past: As I said, you've loved and
lost and you haven't taken it well. Your crush
probably left you standing in the centre of a
laughing crowd, humiliated, so you'd much
rather stay away from everyone now. Or maybe
you have family troubles or something, it's
hard to say, but there's something that's gone
on, which makes you want to crawl under a rock
and disappear.
Your Future: Possible. I mean, it's
possible that it might turn out better than
what it is now. You could end up finding what
you want, and living happily ever after, but
chances of that happening are as slim as it not
happening. But with some luck and good timing
you might find a good friend, or more.
What you want out of life: I'm really
not sure. Acceptance? Healing? Understanding? I
don't know. It's something that's hidden deep
inside you, and (I think I'm right in saying
this, but) you're not sure either. You're lost
and alone, and just want something more.

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What's in your heart? (8 detailed answer + anime pics)
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I dont like stalkers... ::whimpers:: Why do I always get sad answers whan I'm sad. I love Jason so much.
::curls up to watch the notebook::

To say yes, or not to say yes... That line from Hamlet has far to may parodys!

Fri, 14 Oct 2005 23:26:06 GMT

SOOOOOO. Today I decide to walk with David... 'cuz he's my friend, and 'cuz he was hurting ::tear:: and Murph comes up ans lips to me... "are you dating yet..." ::sigh:: if he will just aknowladge that e-mail i'll have a better time telling him yes... but then i still feel like waiting another week at least for he bade me wait... oh what to do. oh not to mention I AM SCARED SHITLESS!!!! I am so fucking parinoid about what I do... and how I act... I dont know how that will work when I have a BF like like.... aaaahhhhhhh!

HELP, Help. post suggestions. please.

So here's my delima

Wed, 12 Oct 2005 04:06:46 GMT

So a guy asked me out, k, weeelll I like him but I have some issues right now, and I don't want to make things complicated. sooo what to do? yeah I want to say yes but at the same time he doesnt have the same morals and values I do and it might make things difficult. but on the other hand, he is an understanding guy so he wont push me, right? aaaarrrrhhhggg I don't know... ::confused::

Sun, 09 Oct 2005 21:01:09 GMT

Creativity- Your inner power is
Creativity! Any of The Arts-music, dance, pure
art, drama, creative writing-are your passion.
You love the way you can control what happens
to you and your life while you participate in
any of The Arts, and you can push your emotions
aside when you do so. You at times can feel
very depressed and alone, and yet it only
further fuels your love for your art. Life to
you can often seem bitter and cruel, a world of
darkness with only a few tiny flares of light,
stretched out far in between one another. In a
way youre confused with what you want in your
life, and find it hard to trust people. Because
of this people of the outside world see you as
cold and uncaring, yet those who befriend you
love you a lot, and know you are only very
lonely and hurting. Boys are intrigued by your
mysterious mask, and one day, one of them will
reach passed your barriers and care for you the
way you so desperately want to be cared for.
Dont let the popular people get you down; you
are a wonderful person, and without the
creativity you bring the world, it would be a
very boring place. Love yourself for who you
are, for you are very special.
Boy/Girl who will sweep you off your feet:
A sweet, sensitive man/woman. The guy/girl who
understands your need for being alone
sometimes. Yet also someone who would do
anything to protect you for being hurt, even if
it means giving up their life.
Your stone: Jade
Your power: Dreaming/Imagination
Your element: Dream
A quote that applies to you: Dare to
dream, dare to fly, dare to be the ever chosen
one to touch the sky.

What's your inner power? (Girls only sorry. Beautiful anime pictures, lengthy results)
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ahhh I havent updated in a while.

Sun, 09 Oct 2005 20:05:35 GMT

There IS a reason I haven't updated... I've had someone to rant to... someone who'll offer council but right now I just need to rant.

I LOVE HIM... I don't want to love him... because I want him to be happy... BUT GOD IT'S SO HARD TO STOP LOVING SOMEONE WHO ACTUALLY LOVED YOU BACK. I MEAN REALLY REALLY LOVED YOU. ::sigh::

I just want to be in his arms forever and beyond. Why can't he understand?